my kitten's new trick

such a little weirdo

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The Fabric of the World

You can extract Dimethyltryptamine (DMT) from grass cuttings, it is in every natural thing in the world, every animal. It is excreted into our brains every night when we sleep and dream, and just before we die. Yet, it is the most illegal drug in the world. Typical. Those who never get into the dream-state where DMT is released will die.

And I've known all of this my whole life. Since I was a child. I've seen it in my dreams, during K-holes. We saw it in our trip. But I was never 100% certain... until now.
Things are changing.

I know who my God is, why does he have to have a name? He doesn't have teeth, or eyes, or ears. He is not human. It is only a human behaviour to name everything. Animals don't have names unless we give them to them. We named the frog a frog. We named the tree a tree. In the true reality, nothing has a name. What's in a name? That's why there is no point in people arguing what is the definitive religion.

If you haven't thought about and/or don't accept these things, you're missing out on what life really is. 'Heaven' and 'Hell' are not separated by people who either do or do not 'sin'. When we die the separation is between the people who have accepted and have (if any) understanding about the fact that there is another side to this world, and those who are content to live menial lives with no purpose but to be popular, be fashionable, pass their exams, do good 'proper' degrees and get good 'proper' and well-paid jobs and have nice 2.4 families, with no other focus in their lives... they are the ones who are already living in what I perceive to be Hell.

We think we're individuals but we're not. We're all one collective thing, like ants. That is why egos are so bad. That's why celebrities and X-Factor are so bad. Because they make us think that each and every one of us has to capability of ruling the world. And that is the problem with the 'LA Lifestyle' and the 'American Dream'. It makes us think that each and every one of us is too fucking special. Only a select few have the gift to see the truth behind everything. They are the people who have the most vivid dreams, intuition, and experience bizarre coincidences and déjà vu on a regular basis.

Key people aware of this

JOE ROGAN

Understands that we are all bacteria.

"The dream consciousness might be more real than the awake consciousness"

- Joe Rogan

DERREN BROWN

Has the power to connect into peoples' minds and create the triggers to make people think a certain way about certain things.

BJÖRK

Is the voice of these ideas.

Past: "A lot of this is working out where structure and nature are similar, and writing the songs."

- Björk

DAVID ATTENBOROUGH
Has a connection to, and superior awareness of the significance of the unimaginably complex cycle of nature.

"We use music to express parts of us that would otherwise be hidden.

So too, can we use technology to make visible much of nature's invisible world."

"We are on the brink of a revolution that will reunite humans with nature, through new technological innovations. 

Until we get there, prepare, explore Biophilia."

 - David Attenborough

STEPHEN HAWKING
Has a superior connection to, and superior (inexplicable) awareness of the significance of the unimaginably complex cycle of space.

DAVID LYNCH

Expresses this through film.

SALVADORE DALI

Expressed this through art.

 

Films/TV that touch upon this

MOMENTO

DONNIE DARKO

INCEPTION

THE SCIENCE OF SLEEP

CORALINE

PAN'S LABYRINTH

SHROOMS

SHUTTER ISLAND

TWIN PEAKS

THE MATRIX

THE ORPHANAGE

Ketamine, DMT and dreams are the only ways in which we can portal ourselves into the grid in this world.


The meaning of life, the purpose of breeding and creating and building, building, building, might just be to ensure more and more (animals, plants, wildlife) contribute to the grid that is Dimelthyltriptamine; the other side.
We must all LISTEN, LEARN and CREATE for our lives and worlds to be complete.

Furious that I selected the wrong delivery date for the Ash Trash boots. 
Now I have to wait until Monday.

what I'm looking forward to..

I just ordered a beautiful new 32" tv for my living room, 
it's been looking so bare in here since my old roommate took his away.

new microwave

I ordered these dresses online

and this bag

I just booked tickets to September's Torture Garden.

And I have my Bestival tickets gazing at me from the mantlepiece.

That should be enough to occupy me before starting year three of university 

and having to actually focus on things. I'm going to miss forgetting what day it is.

I'm doing work experience with Vertigo Films so I may not be posting much at the moment. 

Stay tuned for more updates coming soon.

x

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As you can tell I've been horny for shoes today

Leeloo

This is my new little kitten Leeloo. She is a ninja fighter and I love her.

oh dear, I went shopping again today... pictures coming up soon.

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Gotta love my boyfriend cooking me a chicken noodle stir-fry for dinner while I sit in my bathrobe and slippers.

Life is so daunting to me now...

I miss so badly being a child when every little thing was exciting. Puddles. Balloons. Clouds. Fuck the rest of the world, it was what was right in front of us that mattered.

But, as my grandma used to say, the older you get the more scared you get. As we age we just become more aware of the fucking responsibilities we’ll have to take on, and the pressures put on our shoulders.

Sometimes I swear to god, I consider moving into one of those Eco-Villages where no money is earned or spent but people just work together and grow their own produce. Sometimes that seems far more appealing than the disillusionment of having to accept you will not grow up to be a fairy princess in a beautiful castle where pixies brush you golden hair, but will probably end up in a job you hate in a fucking tailored suit working overtime to pay for a new kitchen.

I am going to kill someone.

Not only do I have to deal with Semester 2 of uni starting tomorrow, but they can't even be fucked to put up an actual timetable.


I'm ill.


The last thing I need is to be wondering around trying to find my lectures tomorrow, it's too tempting to stay home with Al and 4od like I seem to do for most of my time now; and I used to be so sociable.